Painful.... like full of vinegar inside me.. terrible feeling. I know i shouldnt be feelin tis way.. but somehow it doesnt help much. Everything is already in front.. cant run away.. tried not to see, not to hear but feelings are still there.. doesnt help.. in anyway. Its always back to the same point again.. havin to start all over again. Feelin very sad.. but its jus the way it is.. back to zero again.. Dunno wat am i going to do.. dun wan to say wat i already said..
Had a walk to bus stop.. jus wanted e time alone.. wind blowing.. so coolin n shiok. but deep within is pain.. tt wats my name is abt. I really dunno wat to say... now. Feelings, emotions.. tough it is.. Jus wish i could jus burt everything out but some stuffs is better left unsaid.. yupz.. Maybe i am e big problem in pple life.. messing things up.. i am numbing myself n pushin pass e limits.. i dun wan to end up breakin down.. n become whom i used to be.. very high risk.. can see it happenin already.. jus like today.. =~(
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