Did i do well... for God?? Is mi life according to God will.. ? Nope.. i still e same old person.. haiz.. Got so much in me.. compressed feelings..
Well.. today wack lotsa of food again.. bad bad bad... i really numbing myself.. dun want to think too much abt wats happening.. knowing well, i cant take it much longer.. so shift e focus again.. somehow i think i change again.. good change i guess.. permanent as well haha. slowly openin up.. n becomin more frenly.. n approachable to a certain extent.. ba. part of me still reserve, tts e mysterious part of me... waiting to be figure out.. hee. Dunno how i am feelin today.. sad? happy? confused?? really dunno dunno dunno.. crazy haha
