Thursday, December 30, 2004

Crashing down..

Haiz.. another time of headache liaoz. So wats going to happen next? Everything is back again to square one again.. Wat hav i done today.. feel so sick abt it. Well knowing tt definitely not the one... process of numbing is starting again. Its not a good thing i guess, only compressin all the feelings down n down n down.. in the end.. barrier breaks.. everything starts leakin out. phew. jus like a nuclear melt down.. disaster. Wat can i say to .. wat can i do.. how do i approach.. its jus seems so difficult. Y..

GUess i suppose to do so?? -_-"" definitley not e one i suppose.. ahhh.. headache. sadz.. watever. here i go again. haha. got so much things in my mind... want to write out but jus dunno wat they are.. jus bugging.. me.