Something tt shouldnt be think of.. nor ask of... strangely it seems.. tugging at the heart.. fightin hard to keep mouth shut over it.. Some stuff can nvr be know one.. or shouldnt even be spoken.. knowin well the consequences tt it might jus bring along. Tough isnt it.. heart can be deceitful as well... should jus heed God's prompting.. n not let the heart control me.. cut off all sources tt will cause me to be affected.... heart's emotion is filling up to the brink.. simply feel like exploding.. tears seems to be coming.. somehow i seems to be compressing all the emotions.. n numbing myself again.. the 3/4 is decreasing..it seems.. haiz..
