Living the motion again today... didnt i make up my mind to give up stuff for the Treasure. Somehow i failed badly, simply jus adds on to the current depressed mood of mind. Who can i turn to... i seriously dun noe.. Everyone n everybody seems so down.. broken hearted.. i neeed to press on.. nothing i can do but endure n push on.. feelin the cracking effect.. dunno when emotions will erupt out.. again. Need to trust in God.. more n be more obedient.
After tis camp.. i dunno. it seems to be i might hav done something i shouldnt hav done. Now is to really confirm the current situation.. hope everything is fine. haiz...
