Fishing in Autumn.

Three guys out in the freezing water.. standing there to fish.. any better ideas.. haha.. its was a freezing fishing trip. was shivering n shaking so badly when we came out of the water onto the pavement.. the wind was blowing so strongly.. feet was so numb frm the cold.. n it turn so red... wat can be better to havin to change in the open behind the car with the wind still blowing.. wah.. shivers n goose bumps. Facing the same problem again.. the ach is coming back again.. seems like the coldness is causing very sourish kind of aches at the spine where the bone is bit off. now the knee cap seems to be acting up again.. should hav taken better of myself when i was younger. the ache is quiet sickening, though haiz.. time to sleep.. *Yawz***

Still awake again..

Somehow jus dun feel like sleeping.. want to study but cant really concentrate. Sometimes i jus wish the time would stop n reversed, so certain time can be revisited n change for the better. Its jus impossible.. so impossible. Jus dunno how to describe the feeling inside myself. Theres a thought which is in my mind recently, how should i go abt handling it. Haiz.. jus dun want to run away frm it..

Wat.. wat.. wat...

Wat is love? SO many kind of love.. the greatest love ever shown.. was the one when Christ die on the cross for our sins. The pure love of God for us.. the greatest sacrifice.

Ahhhhh..

Haiz.. cant believe it.. friday sprain my thumb while tryin to sit on the chair.. end up the chair spring back upwards.. trappin my thumb in a awkward position.. n i end up siting on the edge of the chair.. while my thumb was stuck in the awkward position. the end of the day realise i lost my pencil case.. sadz.. it has been with me since sec till now.. n its still in good condition. hope i can still find it tomolo..

Got some thoughts in my mind.. need to write it out.. flooding me up>>> haiz need time to sit down n pen them down first. i want to sleep.. sleep sleeep..

late night again..

hmm... finally got my light.. so i wont have to worry abt knockin into things at nite. when i switch off the lights.. on n off night blindness can be so troublesome.. n got some fruits n cereals.. havin stomach problems.. which means budget is broken again.. haiz.. but at least the things bought are for a valid reason n not for fun. yupz..

Took a walk in the open space in the hse compound.. its very very cold.. brrr.. got mistaken as a thief.. cant blame my hse mate.. cos i walkin ard in black .. n he got frightnened..time to sleep n rest.. feeling very tired.. exams less then a mth away got to push on further n faster.. yupz. but continue to trust in God for wisdom.. n guidance. lookng forward to the coming care grp n prayer mtg. yeah..

y am i still awake

Arent i tired..n sleepy. y am i still awake.. am i pushin myself too hard? dun want to end up falling sick.. but i am too slack?? headachez..

Presentation.. wear a pair of leather shoes then couldnt fit my feet.. simply hav to squeeze my feet in ouch.. haiz.. if only we can dress casually for the presentation.. think i was kinda nervous.. seem like i am shouting at the audience, also forgot my points as well. Good thing its over.. hmm seems like i hav to go source for a cheap pair of leather shoes n a tie, pants..

God ans my prayer... yippee. yesterday nite pray tt i can make it for the prayer mtg. wasnt really too confident tt i could make it. today seems like the presentation drained my leader so much tt he decided he needs a break.. to recharge. tada i am on my way to the prayer mtg. Also mus thank God i didnt really got lost on my way to there. journey safety plus rite choice of directions.. thk God for His guidance. Had a great time at the mtg. cried n my eyes was kinda swollen, its was a gentle reminder frm God of my current situation n status.. i should have trusted Him more.. n focus more on God first.. indeed.. ahh feeling hungry.. n sleepy.. haiz..

Sorry... for all tt i have done.. really sorry abt it.. its all too late.. all the hurt tt was done..sorry.

Jus Him

Breeze the gently brushes by
A ting of coldness rides down the body
Sitting by the river wallk, staring out
A beautiful sight of the city lies in view

Gently as the breeze blows by
Pondering upon the thoughts in mind
While stars shines brightly above in the heavens
A wonderous sight and marvelous view

As the breeze brushes by
All quiet and peaceful
Tears start to fall, a form of release
Gone are the worries & sadness with the breeze

A new start to begin with
To continue pressing on in life
Amid all the obstacles and pitfalls
Hope will always be there

Where does in come from
From the God who loves me
Who knows me
Who always will be with me

He knows...

He knows our burdens and our crosses,
Those things that hurt, our trials and losses;
He cares for every soul that cries—
God wipes the tears from weeping eyes. —Brandt

Tears are often the telescope by which we can see into heaven.

He the one who see everything, knows everything, indeed

possum, ducks n pyro!!

Possum.. saw one on the bridge connecting to a blk.. haha.. so cute. a small n chubby one.. jus feel like cuddling it.. playin with it. CUteezzz.. Quite surprise to see it in the building area.. instead of out in the open.. hmm. next time mus bring camera n capture it.. Quite funny.. also saw two cute little ducks.. strolling along jus outside the library haha.. it also so cutezz.. in a single file..moving arrd.. looking for food. they jus dont seem to be afraid of human..

Pyros.. its really great.. the fire works display.. seem like over here will be able to see lottsa of fire works display.. nice. been so long since i have seem fire works display so near n upfront.. its indeed beautiful n wonderful.. Starts to have feelings of missing home.. n pple in there.. jus wondering how all there are doing.. looking at the stars.. reminded me of her again.. the cute little girl haha.. know her since sec sch.. glad she doing well in sch n life n walk with God.. indeed she has grown n mature alot.. feel happy n glad for her. yeah.. along will come along another n another person.. haha.. seems nvr ending.. but its all abt the same. jus thk God tt friends we still are.. yupz