Yes... God works in many diff ways, during vaccuumin was kinda dwellin on the visa issue.. worryin abt being rejected.. n started planing backup plan in my mind.. later realise tt got a miss call.. private no. so visa thing shot into my mind again.. could it be the embassy side?? hmm.. so decided to check email.. tada.. guess wat. email frm aussie embassy sayin my visa is approve. i was like.. kinda shock. Previous moment was worryin n decided to commit it to God, regardless of the result.. i will still continue to trust Him.. then after a while got e confirmation of approval. Thank God.. now is start to plan for the coming departure.
Walk dunno how many metres today.. my both feet the toe bone part hurts n my left knee cap.. started to complain. Went to check prices of stuff, got a list of stuff which i need to buy or want to buy. Prayin hard tt my dad will allow me to buy a digital cam. plus some other electronic stuff. Definitely need winter clothing. Will cut down the amt spend as much as i could, save as much as i can. Hope the trip to malaysia will be a good one.. where can get most stuff cheaply over there. Misadverture no. 1, knowing well.. tt the old chang kee stuff mostly fried.. got some seafood.. n knowing tt they use the same oil to fried it.. i still jolly well buy the puffs to eat.. end up suffering myself.. reaction came. Feel very uncomfortable, tired, parts of the body swelling. Until to evening then it stopped..
Misadverture no 2. Greedy boy..eat a chip without realising its durian chips.. AHHHHHH i hate durians.. grr. wish i wasnt so greedy.. Well thk God its jus one piece not a lot..
Misadverute no. 3, the cheese cake. inside seems to contain almond or nuts kinda stuff.. ahhh.. got a reaction.. again.. swelling, more tiredness, itch.. Its so tough for me to find something i can really hav peace eatin without e fear of food contamination. troublesome, burdensome i am.. how can i tied someone to such a sick, weak person like myself.. haiz. gf, marriage is definitely very far frm me.. so jus the e 4 leafs story.. with e sadder ending.. Can only watch frm afar.. prayin, caring, loving the person in the back stage. Jus to see the person happy, tt good enouf i guess. i still feelin e effects of the contaminton reaction.. arrrhhh.
