Still feeling the same.. going thru the notions in life.. huh.. wait long long ah.. SOmethings jus cant be said out. wat r the due consequences of it.. aye. THings gonna be worse.. returinin to the back.. jus wanna push it all off n start a new life..
Tis question came into my mind.. y am i still alive seeing the disaster taking away lifes of christian n non-christians.. by God's grace, i am still here. After all the things i done.. i dun deserve to be ard.. still God could simply jus u know.. yah. but still i am here.. so many chances given to me by Him.. cant i jus change for permanent?? matters of e heart.. never ending, jus cant help but wonder wat happen to avril. did i make her angry again?? haiz.. i dunno whether am i doin e rite thing again in this area. Aching.. n aching when thinkin abt it..
Maybe once over there.. everything will change.. to a certain extent. break away frm e tis place which contains both gd n bad memories. Jia you ba.. gottta try to make every minute count for the Lord..
