Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Do i love God?

Reading thru Eph. 5. Strucked me again.. like being slapped in the face again. Worldly or Spiritual christian am i. Its the obvious... worldly still i am.. Knowing wats right n wrong.. but still foolishly i chose to do the wrong things.. even my heart wants to do the right thing. Even as i was doing masterlife.. simply felt the forces pullin me on both sides.. struggling, jus feel like closing the book n give up.

Daily bread... another slap.. Do i love God?? Above clearly shows tt i dont.
"Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength." —Mark 12:30

Been like telling myself love God, love God.. but it doesnt seems so.. jus words but no action being done at all. Situation is escalating, walk with God is being affected. Am i goin continue on like this.. i cant..