As it always is.. the deep unknown.. hidden thoughts n feelings everything that was compress n stuff into my heart.. overtime its leaks out.. frm cracks here n there.. sometimes its all unknown feelings, hurt, pain, sadness, rush out. but jus dunno wats e cause.. sometimes its overwhelming.. jus like darkness creepin over n suffocatin me. Loneliness.. somehow like a spear tt pierce thru the heart.. sometimes jus feel like cryin.. but tears doesnt come.. hmmm.. guys arent really suppose to cry in a certain sense.. pride n ego.. cant we jus do away with it.. esp when a release is truely needed..... Gotta thank God for protecting my mind.. somehow its truely a miracle tt i didnt go crazy after all these years.. Once thought tt i wasnt afraid of loneliness. but i was wrong.. i am very afraid.. but fact is tt God is always present ard me.. as human we jus wish for something for tangible at times.. still lotsa of things in my heart n mind.. never ending its jus seems to be.. =)
