Think i am falling sick.. feeling very tired. my tonsil seems swollen.. talkin also like no strength at all. haiz.. yesterday nite barely sleep again.. isit becos of worries n other stuff? I really dunno.. everything seem so unclear.. wats causing my sleepless nitez. Lookin at things, the way they are... or in a different perspective.. sometimes, its seem like knowing wat is going on.. but somehow hope its not that way. Dunno how to confirm wat happening.. if its really tt way how am i going to deal with it... headachez.. ahhh.. really coming liaoz..

Jus wish i hav a better way of tackling n handling problems. Learning i am.. but somethings thoughts n emotions drive me to the point of breaking down. My emotions, others, everything jus pile up suddenly, rush of stuff fillin up the mind. Sometimes i wonder do i know wat am i asking for n wat would it be like when i decided to pray for it. Remember theres a sayin. "Why pray for rainy days, if you are going complain abt them" But somehow i dun regret prayin for it.. i might complain time to time though. Jus hav to be more prepare the next time... i guess.