Hmm. jus got home.. frm the sending off of SP family. Dunno wat i am feeling.. but its jus seems tt way.. confused.. feel kinda sad.. isit becos i am leavin also in a month's time.. i really dunno leh.
Well.. tears feel like flowin out. its seems like i am absorbing lotsa of pple's emotions n making me also tearful.. now havin a headache.. Feels kinda funny, sendin them off. but seeing them again in abt a month's time..
Always very scared of crowds.. stand there like blur also dunno wat to do.. kinda overwhelm by the no. Well.. somehow got tis very feeling i will be cryin when i fly over.. wah.. not too gd thing leh.. nan ren liu xue bu liu lei.. tough.. Every man will hav his own time of cryin n sadness. It jus a matter of whether can he endure it.. n not show it.. i wish i could. Gettin nearer each n everyday.. who will i miss.. i really wonder.. it kinda strange at times.. arent.. who do i like now.. haha. stupid thing to ask myself.. haiz..
