Pressing on still.. hope i will perserve on.. Today, seems like e test come almost immediately.. after late last nite.. i mention i didnt want to numb myself. Given this opportunity.. all i know is lettin it run thru.. is really painful feeling, still running its course. still holding on to God... in tis area.. Press on... hope i wont dwell on the thoughts again... wish it will just disappear. Its a stupid thing.. for me to do... jia you ba..
