Am i too harsh on myself?? or too hard?? Its jus so confusing. Unanswerable still. Its so hard to explain.. things or even understand things.. even now sittin here, am tryin hard, pushin on. i dunno how long i can last. Is things gettin better or now is like i really cant be bother at all or is it i am numbing myself still but dunno i am doin it.
Certain things even changes. Certain changes and will never be the same again.
