Another has passed.. today dinner was great.. kinda western.. haha. Cooking can be so much fun after all.. oil sputtering, smell of cooked food.. mmmm.. yum yum. Saw my dad came back.. he still sick.. n he is also havin bad diahearrea. Now really gettin worried.. prayed n hope tt God will heal n strengthened his body n health...
looks like i also cannot make it liaoz.. yesterday nite having problems sleepin again. ahh.. worst still my body reacted badly n now in worst of condition. Some worries jus simply wont go away it seems.. seein my dad n mom both also havin health problems worries me alot.. If i am overseas.. whose gonna be ard for them.. spend time with them.. accompany them. Couple of months more.. everything will be starting.. soon. Everything settled i will be flyin off in late jan i think.
Thinking of the pple i will be leavin behind.. now startin to miss them liaoz.. kinda startin a new life over there is tough.. unknown, blur, foggy... everything seems so unsure. every path i take... it meant a big deal... one wrong step... wat will happen.. haiz. can only turn to God., trusting Him.. for provision, vision, protection. All tis yrs.. He was with my family and me.. all the way.. even when i wasnt a christian.. its really a miracle tt i am still sitting and typing away.. =) thk God..
Now.. i feel more peaceful.. though worries are there.. as for her, fact tt she is sleep better, more cheerful.. really feel more glad. Thing is she still moody.. haiz.. Still e same for me.. dunno how long tis gonna really last.. Thing tt hav to be done.. has to be done.. jus hav to do it..
