Sunday, September 12, 2004

Tired, sick, headache.... bloated mind. haha

Last nite.. cant even sleep at all.. Kinda worry for her end up cant sleep even after stop thinking of stuffs.. will tonite be another sleepless nitez..

Haiz.. am i doing the rite thing.. Is standing down an option for me? Been tryin, so hard. Cant help but wonder am i causing her lotsa of problems in addition to wat she already has?? Jus dunno wat to do. Having feelings for somebody.. but controling it is tough.. emotions kinda torturing at times.. haha. Being like n liking someone is jus as painful n headache.. Really hope i can handle tis thing well.. n not cause any problems, n end up hurtin feelings of others.