Monday, October 18, 2004

wah.. fallin sick feel so terrible.. flu on on off.. feelin cold n feverish. haiz.. too bad tt sat slept in the air-con room now kena e flu virus.. dunno who my dad or frm someone else. Had a great time.. with e guys.. n gals on fri nitez.. late supper.. seems like some hidden agenda going on.. during then. Somehow i think i am involve in it.. haiz.. things seems alot better.. at least i know wat i am going to do.. liaoz.. but kinda nervous abt it.. well... tellin her but so far not much chance... well.. jus have to wait on for e chance to come.. still kinda miss her though.. haha.

Sat, had a great game of basketball.. really enjoyed.. it. tt probably blow up my sickness.. cause in the morning already got e stupid flu.. but dunno y still continue to play.. cheeky i guess.. jus hope tt my condition gets better over the days.. next wk is pc wedding thingy liaoz.. really glad for him. He mus be super excited n nervous i guess.. haha. Wonder if mine will ever come.. sia. lookin at myself.. haiz.. wat ever.. gonna turn to God for everything.. He has the best plan available at the moment.. jus tt i mus constantly focus on Him... Worst thing to happen is one ear in e other ear out.. how many things i learn have i applied into my life.. lookin at it.. like nothing at all.. feel shameful n guilty abt it as well... haiz.. my nose now is like a tap.. flowing non-stop. better go rest early tonite ba..