Everyday, mental battle jus rages on...
Wondering when will it never come to an end....
Sleepless nitez, heartaches, headaches follow suit...
Emptiness, loneliness, sadness seem to add on...

Imagination, thoughts on rampant, battering the tired mind...
Pondering, thinking, wondering why, how...
Whats and where the solutions and options...
Stand down, take control, forget, shut down....

Emotions, just the thought of it is enough to stress out...
Feeling always there, good and bad...
Liking a person, thinking abt a person, caring, worrying for her...
Will it end up being oppressive, pushing and cornering the person...
Should there ever be a limit in the care, concern, worry...

To protect her heart...
To prevent stumbling her...
To prevent being a mental burden in her life...
To prevent being a pain...
To be there for her.....

Am i the one for her...
Do i deserve her full attention....
Am i the one she will marry...
Will i be able to provide and give to her security, home, etc....
Will i still love her ten - twenty years down the road...

Questions, its never ending....
Simply miss her....
Hoping to see her....
Hoping that she will be happy, keeping the beautiful smile on...
Wishing her good sleep, health, happiness...
Praying that she will find the man that is for her...

Thinking back, many chances, opportunities...
Are they wasted...
Coming to the bare truth again...
Who in control of my life...
God should be the focus...
He knows how we feel...

Praying to Him for answers and solutions...
Either Yes, No, Wait...
God is trying to protect us...
Preventing us from making stupid mistakes that hurt both parties...
Just have to trust and wait upon the Lord...
For He's the only one that can help me master my emotions...