In need of a haircut.. untidy n irritating. Tomolo definitely need to cut my hair. Finally make up my mind to tell her, though it will be better to say to her face to face over drinks n food.. which i think its impossible. She's always so busy.. really hard to meet up with her or maybe fact is she doesnt want to at all.. feel tis way. but i really dunno. Well.. the heart is indeed extremely heavy, draggin it longer makes it even more worse.. Also dunno y recently feel so hungry even i have eaten quite a lot of food liaoz.. need to cut down on food n weight.. haiz..

Jus hope i could settle e issue in my heart once n for all. really mus jia you... God need yer help.. really need courage n strength.. clear minded, will power..