Feel so drained... yesterday nite didnt sleep at all.. .men grp early in the morning.. stoned liaoz.. Jus now went for the seminar on successful learning.. quite interesting, learnt things applicable in life and studies, careers, stuff.

Today in Men grp.. hmmm.. indeed, this chapter seems quite more for marriage.. guess frm there as mention by pastor.. theres something to learn.. so in prepare for the future as well as now. Learning to be humble, resolute, sensitive, taking the step foward, doing wat is required for us to do.. Fact Jian Shin... mention abt.. the motives behind doing all tis.. if doing jus for the sick of feel good.. n personal reasons.. guess its really wasting.. in the end we will get tired.. n ask "wat e point for doing all tis..? "Y mus i do tis.??" As a matter of fact we need to hav the focus on God instead of our ownselves.. Everyone is tired... today. be it whether we sleep well or not.

Yesteday nitez... even with blank mind still cant sleep.. thoughts jus rushed ard.. headache coming back again.. Start to think abt her again. Simply jus miss her =) sounds quite stupid n silly.... Fri. nitez. watch movie hopin tt the headache will go away.. but it seems always to be there.. feelin heavin headed.. Now eyes are also bloodshot. liaoz.. feel kinda feverish.. flu attack.. hope i will be okay tomolo.. tt God will heal me.. as well. haiz..