Last thing i would really think of its BLACK OUT!!!!!!!!!!! Wat happened?? I black out during my exam today.. the moment i start reading paper.. everything was erased. i cant remember wat the course name, no. and even wat is the name of my degree.. at the moment jus feel like cryin out.. n walk out of the exam hall. End up writing lotsa of rubbishn junk into the paper. got a feeling i going to buang badly..

Sometimes i really wonder am i for real?? WAt exactly am i feeling.. its kinda disturbing n sad.. to be happy or to be sad at the knowing seeing things n way it is.. Suddenly everything jus came crashing down again. Feel crush.. feel so alone.. where everybody?