Well.. had a chat with kelvin.. couple of days back.. he mention abt being lonely over here.. surviving on our own.. At least i arent so bad.. i thought so.. haha. Now startin to feel it.. same feelin i had when i step pass the gates.. had so many words hidden deep inside my heart.. jus simply wish i could jus say them all out.. somehow i chose not to. probably end up cryin on the spot. haiz...
Now weather is gettin colder.. far away frm home.. miss e family n frens' feeling. So far away.. Jus hope i could be able to spend more time with Uncle SP n family.. the feeling so nice.. warm family feeling.. the laughter, love, warmth, togetherness. Dun want to trouble them so much.. no matter how.. i still a outsider. almost had a bad accident.. could be fatal i guess. Riding on my bicycle.. travellin very fast down the steep slope.. simply slipped my mind.. tt down the road there are two trees on each side.. the road was enough only for a single car to pass thru... as i saw the tree i simply jus shifted to one side.. but the impt thing was tt surrounding the tree area was a pavement extension..
Tried slowing down but its was too late. hit n went up the pavement at a great speed.. for a moment my bike was in the air.. realise a car by heading in my direction.. quite near as well.. the next moment i thought tt it.. my bike landed.. to my surprise the bike didnt skid n fall to a side.. but instead it landed with a great impact. maange to stablise it.. the car went pass it.. at the same time.. thought its over.. realise the back brake of my bike had become very loose.. upon the impact.. no matter how hard i try to squeeze it, no effect at all.. i used the front brakes.. but due to the speed.. brakes cant really work as effective. but by God's grace... i manage to stop the bike before hitting a tree in front of me.. yupz.. time to sleep also.. rest ba..
